To the man I am still very much in love with...
Since the day we locked eyes, in the parking lot of 7 eleven, you have been on my mind. Since the first time I kissed you, I have wanted you. Ever since our first date, I've been intrigued with you. After the first time we made love, I knew I was in over my head. And when I first confessed my love to you and you laughed, I knew I would spend the rest of my life trying to make you love me too. And the day I married you, was the first time I knew I was home. The day I gave birth to our child, I never felt more love for someone or had ever felt so loved by someone, than I did for you and you for me.
We have been through so much since we met. Great times and terrible times. Amazing times and perfectly boring times. Painful times and extremely pleasant times. And I want you to know that through all the years and laughter and tears and love and loss...you have remained the man I will always belong to. You are home to me. And I am proud of who you are. And so proud that I am your wife. I love you baby. We will get through this. We have to. Without you, I'm not me.