How I Truley Feel About You
by Mark Stockwell
(Carneys Point NJ, United states)
Baby, your are the most amazing thing to ever walk into my life. Nobody has ever made me feel the happiness I do when I'm with you.
Your everything I could want in a woman. You're smart, funny, beautiful, cute, gorgeous, adorable, and your personality - my where can I begin. You're funny and you know how to make me laugh and smile.
At times, I make you laugh and god that smile is the sun in my day. That's what wakes me up in the morning. Just so I can see that gorgeous face and smile.When you laugh, all I can do is smile with you and laugh back.
The way I feel for you can very thinly be described in words (this is really corny) but your the fruit to my loom the white to my rice the Asian to my math.
You're everything to me and my life revolves around you. You're the first thing I think about when I wake up, the last thing on my mind before I fall asleep. Every night I dream of being able to hold you and nestle into your neck and let you fall asleep in my arms. Then I could be romantic and wake up early and make you breakfast. hmmm
Some of the fondest moments of us... I think we both know the best one was at the 4 seasons campground where we went into the lake. We went in just ankle deep and I chased you in a little further. Then I held you and we both jumped in.
It was so cold, but we didn't even realize because we were holding each other. We both had big smiles on our faces and laughing and chasing more into the water and then the next thing we did after that, I can't say because we were in public online.
Another great memory was in 3rd block, and I was in Spanish and you were in science. I texted you to meet me (joking around) but you actually said yes (to my surprise) and we went to the bathroom near the office. We both had this nervous look on our faces, but I asked "are you ready"? and you said yes.
I slowly leaned in and kissed you, and it was at that moment my life was complete. That was the greatest kiss of my life. I've never felt anything like it. We both just looked at each other and smiled.
Now the next memory, personally is my favorite. It was January 28th about 9:30 A.m and I walked into the gym. I saw this girl sitting on the bleachers. She had long gorgeous brown hair and this amazing face. So I decided to sit down next to her. I looked at her and she looked back.
She had these big beautiful crystal clear pools of blue water for eyes. The only thing that I could think to myself was ...wow I think I just saw what heaven looks like. But I didn't talk to you quite yet and I do not know why.
About a month went by and I saw you everyday and it killed me not to be able to talk to you. I saw you on facebook and we started talking and you randomly said here's a test ... I love you and I said it back but we both thought the other person was just joking and later we found out that neither of us were joking - we meant it.
That fast we clicked - we were in love ... April 13th 9:30 P.M, you had finally said yes to going out with me. It's official my life is complete.
A few months later I asked you to marry me and you said yes. I can't wait until we can really get married, it will be so amazing.
I promise you, it will be your dream wedding ... anyway baby I just really wanted to show you and tell you how much you meant to me and mean to me.
You're everything. I love you so much with all my heart - always and forever for eternity <3 :)